It only seems like yesterday we were laughing and fooling around it's almost been 2 years since we last said a word to each other. Since High School just kicked off I don't see you as much and that's kind of a good thing. I know I probably said this like 20 times but I think I'm letting you go I love you but I'm not in love with you anymore I think that shipped sailed a long time ago but since you were my first love I kept holding on to the fact that I don't want you to move on. I know I told you that I hope that you find someone who makes you happy but I don't think I'm actually ready to see you move on I know I been out the picture from some time now but it's gonna feel like you actually moved on away from me. To know they have something I don't or to know you found them attractive and not me. The first couple months of you leaving was one of the many hardest things I went through I was losing my mind cause you brought me happiness you made me feel like was cloud 9 staring into your eyes seeing you smile made my day 10 times better then suddenly it's gone. slowly my happy days were fading because you were gone to see you every day and know that didn't want me. Today it still sucks but it got easier I am in a place where I never saw myself moving on I love you I always will xoxo.