What's up guys, welcome back, I'm Ally!

So, let's have an update of my life.

Love: There's nothing new to know yet! But I will try to flirt with this guy I've told u about

Friends: All good, still the leader. BUT, last friday when I went to school I was sad for no reason! Anyways, my friends get mad at me and I don't even know why, and I get mad with myself because I was alone! So I started to cry and then I remembered who I was, I wiped my tears and got up, walked to some girls in the classroom who were with Aria and started talking to them. An hour later my friends who had been angry with me wanted to talk to me but I ignored them for another hour, then I went over there and told them: Okay, I will talk to you again, but watch what you say about me, I was having a bad day and you started screwing everything up for no reason, and u should realize that in the end you begged me, so stop using that attitude with me.
And it all worked out.

School: All the same, I'm working a lot more so I can get better grades.
Remember I told you about the college games? I thought I wouldn't be able to go because I didn't deliver some stupid papers, but tomorrow I can deliver them and I can go!

Home/Family: My dad is working in other city, so the stress is lower than last time but I still feel ignored. Today I had an anxiety attack because they were making jokes of me and when I talked or I said my opinion they ignored me!!
What the fuck, sometimes I hate them for that

Mental problems: My psychologist said that I probably have depression or Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, if I have depression she is going to send me to a psychiatrist for treatment (medicine... drugs).
And he started doing my psychological tests to analyze me.

Other stuff: I tried to be a kinda nice girl but that sucks so I'll be, well, me, HAHA. I'll be a bad bitch yuh.
No but seriously, I'll do what I want and I'll get what I want when I want to.
Also, I will probably smoke tomorrow!! I don't do that, I mean, I did it once but I was stupid and a little girl so...
Me and Emily we're going to smoke, and I'm not excited but I think it's pretty cool and also I needed that. I was anxious to have a cigarette running through my body and filling my lungs with shit so I could relax and maybe die faster.
And may I will buy a coffee after that or maybe just a Vainilla Bean Frappuccino, idk.

I think that's all the tea I have...
Oh no! Wait!

My group of friends and I are organizing a Christmas exchange, although it's November, I'm excited JAJA, I touched one of my new friends, mm I will say... Mona HAHA, I love her she is very pretty and... No, I don't love her that way, shut up.

On Friday I went with Mona and Hannah to the movies and we saw Bohemian Rhapsody, it was great although I think it lacked more intimate development in Freddy's life, but this well, it made me cry and I was the only one in the room who was singing all the songs. I really like Queen, also Led Zeppelin, David Bowie, Bon Jovi, Guns N' Roses, The Beatles, Kiss, among others.
Tomorrow I will upload my self care list, stay tuned for my profile!

I love you very much, bye.
xoxo, Ally.