Last night, I didn't know what the hell did I want.
I was tired,
Tired that I couldn't talk.
But also tired that I couldn't sleep.
I cried,
I cried because I felt some pain.
Then I cried a little more,
I cried because I didn't know what was wrong with me.
And then I crien my heart out,
I cried because I remembered!
I remembered how shitty life could be,
How shitty school could be,
How shitty people could be.
And last but not least,
I remembered how shitty I could be.
"I hate myself"
I said this a couple hundred times before,
But truth is, I don't hate myself!
I just hate how dark and sad I could get sometimes
I wish I could sleep a few days
Can I?
Please say yes.
-I'm sad but I won't tell you-
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