And what if one day I become brave enough to come and tell you the truth? Will you be brave enough to listen? Will you be brave enough to face it? Will you have the courage to analyze everything? What if one day I enter your room and just confess everything that I have been hiding for like a year? Would you tremble, frown, smile ironically or whatever? Would you advise me to forget you and find someone who will be more compatible for me? Of course, you will. That's what people usually do. Telling us, that they are not good enough for us and that we deserve someone better. And you know what? Yes, truly, we do deserve, but love is not something connected to the things we deserve. Loving someone comes like a sudden strong wave. It hits you once, when you are not looking forward for it and it covers you entirely. You are swimming to its depth and day after day, it becomes impossible to breathe.
What if one day I open the door, clear my throat, and stammer out something that I wanted to say for a year or more. What if one day I take a risk and you do the same? What if you just come closer, put your arms around my body and just hug me tight. So tight that I will forever remember, how it feels to have your arms around me and feel my bones aching from happiness. What if you put my face in your hands and just kiss me as if it is our last time, not the first.
What if... What if...