i feel like my heart's ripping,
slowly ripping in half.
one piece drifting towards him
and the other choosing you.
i never asked for this,
i never wanted to choose
between two perfect guys.
how did i ask for this?
one day i'm leaning to you,
and the next, i'm all into him.
i toss and turn as i lay in bed,
two people going through my head.
what do my feelings want to do?
they seem to be confused,
so much like my brain...
can't make a decision, but
i only have myself to blame.
your sweet smile, his kind laugh
his curly hair, your beautiful eyes
you guys are equal, don't you see?
both of you mean so much to me.