I fall in,
what will happen next is unknown to me.
Slowly, I decend.
Lower and lower and lower.
I can't breathe;
I hold my breath.
I hold it for long, I'm determined
But I can't anymore.
As a reflex, I breathe in.
Despite it being so fucking cold,
I feel like I'm being incinerated.
My lungs start to burn.
I can feel the water diluting my blood as I inhale.
My cells slowly start bursting.
I sink deeper and deeper.
I would have expected myself to slip out of conscious.
But I don't.
Because I can feel everything.
