I fall in,
what will happen next is unknown to me.

Slowly, I decend.
Lower and lower and lower.

I can't breathe;
I hold my breath.

I hold it for long, I'm determined

But I can't anymore.

As a reflex, I breathe in.

Despite it being so fucking cold,
I feel like I'm being incinerated.

My lungs start to burn.

I can feel the water diluting my blood as I inhale.

My cells slowly start bursting.

I sink deeper and deeper.

I would have expected myself to slip out of conscious.

But I don't.

Because I can feel everything.