walking through the halls to lit was never difficult before.
this old, sad, mournful high school ruins me everyday since you left, I will be reminded of the moment everytime i walk in.

walking through the halls to lit is easy, i've only done it a million times this year.
this was before i knew,
this is a moment i will forever treasure.
this is when, in my mind, you were still here.
this is when i did not know that you were sick.
I had not yet experienced the immeasurable pain of the death of you, a pain i never thought i would have to survive through.
and i got to class.
and i looked at my phone.
and then i Knew.
and then you are Gone.

i feel as if i've lived two lives.
there was the before,
and now, i'm living in the
after.

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"you can love someone so much, but you can never love people as much as you can miss them." - John Green