Disconnected. In a world where we have instant communication, i've never felt so distant, disconnected from those around me. I like to be alone, but I don't like feeling lonely. And that's how I feel. I have my friends around me, yet at the same time, no one around me. I have friends, but no one to turn to. I guess in a way, i've always pushed away those i've started getting close to. We have our phones in the palm of our hands, yet this constant nagging, anxiety stops me from being the first to ever reach out. My mind is a jumble of thoughts, but I guess I oughta tell myself communication is a two way street.