Lately I feel so alone and I don't know why.

I've got so many friends who love me and I love them too but I feel there's something missing.

I feel really uncomfortable in my own skin and I'm always comparing myself to others....I've never done this before and it makes me very sad.

I'm getting closer to a guy but he's completely fallen for another girl more beautiful than me,
Maybe I don't need him but he makes me smile so I want to spend time with him.

I'm hurting myself and I don't know why.