im not sure how,
but you've materialized it
another unexplainable talent you have

you've tied your love
to a brown stick
and you dangle it
in front of my face
every so often

each time i think
that its different
i reach out
and each time
it gets taken away

you could say
that i am the cause
of my own pain
maybe its stupid
but even
getting hurt by you
is better than getting
nothing from you.

- a.n abscondence