I want to be around people, but it is so tiring trying to be positive and outgoing. It's all getting so exhausting. When I don't have much to say as an introvert it comes of rude and when I do talk it's negative. I then say to yourself why did I even say that. Everyone likes a positive extrovert more and I'm not succeeding as an extrovert. When someone says,"hey stop by anytime", you just dread it because you are so scared of being awkward or annoying or not welcomed.I can be funny, but full conversations is not my thing, more so when I'm face-to-face. I missed when I was younger and extroverted, the world is so cruel.