i know his girlfriend doesn't like me
but yet i still let him drive me home everyday
does that make me a bad person?

late night falling asleep on facetime with him
but yet i knew my number was never saved in his phone
does that make me a bad person?

texting "i miss you" and "how was your day" because i was falling fast
but was he.. even though he was with another girl?
does that make me a bad person?

long car rids to everywhere and anywhere just to be with him and see him
does that make me a bad person?

woke up everyday waiting till second period seeing him sneak looks, as was i towards him but i later would see him walking with his girlfriend
does this make me a bad person?

sitting in his car late afternoons just listening to him, watching him.. be there as he vented about himself, breaks with his girlfriend, school, about his whole life.. just listening
does that make me a bad person?

laying in my bed listening to music just talking, staring into his brown eyes and just admiring him.. but did he care for me like i did for him?
does this make me a bad person?

wondering if i should tell him; he must feel the same?

then i knew he was too far in with his girlfriend and i wasn't enough to pull him out of the toxic relationship, so i distanced myself from him..
does this make my a bad person?