p.s: english is not my mother tongue so I may have a few mistakes of writing, sorry for that
***

What can I say, it's complicated.
Well, not really.
I didn't feel the same as you.
It was as simple as that. But you had to complicate it.
We were such good friends, but your stupid heart had to get in the way.
We never kissed
I never said a I love you.
Never let it go far.
And even so, you went very far by yourself.
I'm sorry to disappoint you, but hey, you ruined it.
You knew I was fucked and you still decided to ignore it.
I don't need it, why is it so hard to understand?
I don't want you to hold my hand
I don't want you to tell me I love you.
I don't want what you offer me.
I don't need love.
I don't deserve it.
But you already knew that... you were my friend.
So... Why did you have to insist? Why did you ruin everything?
Well, it doesn't matter anymore.
It is simple.
I will always be the horrible person in your life who broke your heart. I can live with that.
But I can't accept being the friend you lost.
It's not so simple now.
But getting away, it's better than saying goodbye.
I'm sorry for being a coward.
And I'm sorry you were, maybe, the only fool who could love me.