Day 8: A song that reminds you of your first love

My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne

Avril Lavigne and my happy ending image

This one’s going to be kinda long. I met him in junior high, we were 13 years old and since the first moment we talked, we clicked. We could talk for hours and not get bored, we could tell jokes together or even to each other, we talked everyday on Facebook and I remember him sending me so many signals that I didn’t saw until it was too late. I only saw him as a friend. A year later, he got a girlfriend and that’s when I found that I was not seeing him as a friend anymore, but it was too late. Since then, we stopped talking to each other and when we graduated from junior high we didn’t even say goodbye. Years later when I was 18 years old I went to eat with my friends from junior high I was hoping to see him but he was busy that day. My friends and I talked a lot about the days in the school and how much fun we had there. And suddenly a friend said to me:
“Do you remember in eight grade when we told the joke that you liked THIS GUY?” I said yes and she said: “We told you that because THIS GUY had a crush on you at that time but he saw that you were not in love with him so he didn’t made a move anymore.” I felt so bad but I couldn’t show it because my friends didn’t knew I liked him. Today I’m 20 years old and I can tell you that I still love him, that I still miss him and that I‘ll always think he’s the most amazing boy I’ve ever met. All that I can say is that always express your feelings to the people you love because you never know if you can have an amazing love story; do not let that fear ruin you that opportunity.