I did something I never thought that I would do.

I told someone everything. Everything about what happened in the past. My life now and how I feel.

And I started crying. I have never cried in front of anyone in forever. But he just sat there listening to me. Holding me and I felt safe with him.

But now I don´t know how to act around him. I know he would never tell anyone but I feel weird knowing that there is someone out there that knows everything about me.

I don´t know if I feel better of worse now that I have told someone. I just hope that I don´t push him away now.