WHAT IS THIS?

Something I needed to get off my chest.

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The thing is that I really miss you and I would like to talk to you and tell you how I feel but I can’t. I would like to let you know that you’re my friend my best friend. I would like to tell you that I’m grateful but I think I should move on because you’ve done that already. I won’t bother you anymore but I would like you to know that I still care. I would like you to know that I’m there for you whenever you need me.
The thing is that I really miss you. The thing is that I really need you. Maybe that’s selfish but I need you. I would like to let you know how I feel and I would like to get to know how you feel. You know what I miss the most about you? I miss talking to you. But you never had your own opinion. You always agreed. Maybe we think the same? Maybe you were scared to be yourself? Did I scare you?
Another thing I miss about you it’s the warmth. Somehow it use to feel like I was right beside the Sun when we touched.
I miss the scent. Un-existing scent. I miss it.
Weird thing I do is watching. I watch you when you don’t look. Sometimes I feel like you do the same (or maybe it’s what I hope you do). And when our eyes meet I want to hide.
All I wanted was friend.
You wanted more.
All we had is gone.
I hurt you. I know. It hurts me.