I have this weird concept about love....
I'm in love with the idea of love, but maybe it's not for me quite yet.

I gave my heart so easily but people just trow it back at my face, just because I don't give it in the exactly way they expect. I don't get it. Why isn't good enough what I have to offer? I have my flaws and my limits, but that doesn't make me disposable, I'm not a "use and trash". I get tired too.
I'm not a rock, either. I feel everything so very deeply. I get attached faster than others, but that means I break easily too; two sides of a coin.
Maybe I'm weird, all my friends told me "why didn't just started dating him" or "just give yourself a chance with him"... I don't function like that. If I don't feel a thing for someone, I definitely won't start something. That's too selfish for the other one's feelings.
Maybe that's my biggest "flaw", I'm just friend material. I haven't met the person who gives me butterflies and make me weak in the knees.
People judge me because I don't date, because it doesn't feel right to me, I'm too considerate about the other's feelings.... Judged for being empathetic... Ironic, isn't?