the feeling that slowly possesses your mind, that darkness that chooses to come and go as it pleases. you lose yourself, you lose everything. it takes away all of the strength you struggled to build up. it feeds on your happiest memories. you have no control over it. it tears you apart until you’re left alone, nothing can fix you, nothing can take away this feeling. all that is left is a black and white darkness. your physical body still remains but you are gone.