she's so pretty. she's everything a guy would want in a girl. the way she looks, the way she dresses, the way she talks, the way she acts. she's perfect. and i'm not. and i never will be. and that's why they all want her. i envy her. why am i not as pretty? why don't they like me the way they like you? it must be nice to be liked by everyone. but i can't even hold a friendship. that's why i walk alone in the halls. that's why i sit alone outside in the cold. i have no one. and she has everyone. why can't i be small like her? cute like her? pretty like her? funny like her? nice like her? i will never match up to her. i just feel so left out. and so alone. i wish i was prettier and more appealing to their standards. but i'm not. and there's nothing i can do about it. why can't i just be you? you have everything.