Maybe you will get this letter after ten years like I wished or maybe you will never get it as I hoped … thanks to future me website that gave me a chance to tell you the words I couldn’t tell when I was alive …

Now you may have a kid or two a girl maybe naming her after me or maybe Darcy you have always loved that name… you may still be visiting my grave from now and then …or just visiting every night the one I own in the sky… or maybe you don’t do either but its okay I don’t want to leave pain behind I just want to be a sweet smile that appears whenever you remember a memory of ours or deep sigh whenever you hear a name of mine and even if you did nothing of those I will be always grateful for the love you gave me when I was alive that was more than enough for me and more than I have ever asked for ….

I am sorry if you see blue brighter than it should be … I am sorry if you started to prefer black over the other colors …. I am sorry if you find the warmth in dark colors…

Whenever you look into the mirror I will be looking too … Whenever you need help just look into the sky you will find me there and I hope neither you look in the mirror nor you need a help … I just want you to be happy where you are with the people you love from the deepest part of your heart ….hope you all the good things in life…hope you love the life through my eyes ….

Sincerely,
Grace…