When you can clearly say "this is love!"?

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I am pretty sure everyone in this life has questioned himself on whether he was in love or just looking for company. By this, I mean that everyone has been lovely and has the desire of a human contact.

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This could be walking hand by hand down the street or kissing under the rain.
But at this stage of my life, I am pretty confused.

I have met a guy who looks nice and I am comfy in eating ice cream with him, but then I think in a long term and the confidence starts to trumble.

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Maybe I am an overthinker, maybe lovers don't question themself too much and start relationship without even thinking about it... but I am not like that.

I cannot start something with someone without being sure about my thoughts.

And here, in the exact moment in which my neurons start to connect.... blackout.

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I don't know what I want, I don't know who I wanna be.
And this is scary.

This boy is nice, but I like him to eat with him, or do I want something more with him? After we kissed I have been at ease, but does this kiss has moved something into me?

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No, I am not so sure.

Is this loneliness? lack of human attention? The desire of being desired? Tiredness of being all alone?

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I don't know how to lose these knots inside my head, and I don't even know if I should do this.

Should I just live the moment, enjoy the company and stop thinking? Maybe t could be a solution, but then I would feel like I have used him. Like I have treated him as a boyfriend and illuded him that could be something else.

Does this have a solution? How can I know if my heart is lonely or I should give him a chance?

Please let me know if you have ever felt like this by leaving a heart, and text me a solution to my dilemma.

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