the day i fear the most
the day when i have to struggle
the day when i did't sleep for almost 4 days
the day i cries all day all night
the day i couldn't even have a meal
the day i threw up everything i tryna ate
the day i desperately want to die
the day when i fucked up
the day i lost my mind
the day i couldn't even say my name
the day when my world changed
the day i don't even want to see the sun
the day i didn't leave my bed for 5 days
the day when i be like deadbody
the day when i spent my time with daydreaming
the day when i don't even know if i'm alright
the day when i screamed like crazy
the day when my neighborhood came to my room and try to calm me down
the day when my mum also cried for me
the day i broke my mirror
the day i peed in bed because of i could'nt stand and walk
the day i lost my breathe
the day i punched my self for being not good enough
the day i blamed my self the most
the day i lost my mind
the day i sliced my fingers
the day i feel empty
the day i feel numb
the day i feel fragile

the day i don't want to happen

the day when i should to stop call you mine

the day you said "so what? we are over"

the day i lost you and i lost my self

the day you leave.......

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