"who were you with last night!" I said yelling at him " At a friend's party with some friends why?" he said not knowing that I knew where he was. "why are you lying to me!" I said "I am not," He said trying to grab my hands. We have been dating for a year and five-month. He asked me out on January 1st we were friends for 3 months before we dated. It was adolescent love the first 2 months we were spending every second together wearing matching clothes and taking hundreds of pictures. We spent most of our time in my room since my parents were not home all the time. we hardly argue, we thought it was no point in arguing about dumb things like who are you talking to?, why did that girl smile at you, Did that boy flirt with you? so forth we never asked each other where are you going? who is going to be there? Is a girl or boy going to be there? We trusted each other to the point where we could go to a party and get wasted and not have sex or make out with another person. But most of our time was together, at some points we would take a break and spend time with our family every other weekend. "I love you to the moon and back," he said holding me while we took a shower "I love you too," we made out in the shower and did other stuff..., we never went into the shower to just clean our hair with shampoo or conditioner or wash our body, instead we did other stuff like take a bath with a bunch of bubbles and listen to music for hours, make out, and do sexual activities. He was my first love my first kiss my first lovemaking and obviously, he was my first boyfriend and I was his first girlfriend. We knew what we liked and didn't like we tried to stay away from what we didn't like trying not to cause an argument. we had disagreements here and there but always solved the problem. Until of course that day I have been dreading the day where we start growing apart 1 year and 5 months we have been dating we are inseparable well... I thought we were until he went to a party. "some friends and I are going to go to a party I will be back at midnight bye babe" he said shutting my bedroom door. I didn't think anything of it why should I? we have been dating for a year he won't mess up all that time up for one night. ( a few hours passed by) " hey girl where is your boyfriend?" she texted me at 11:30 pm "he's at a party why??" I texted " He just went to one of the rooms in the house with a girl are you sure he's not with you?" she put " WTF do you mean are you sure it's him?" she sent me a video of him turning the corner with a girl with blonde hair she was wearing short shorts and a tube top. Then she sent me another video of her going into the room that they were in, in the video showed that she opened the door and they were having sexual intercourse, and yes it was my boyfriend I could tell because he has a scar on his lower back from where he fell off his dirt bike. I threw my phone on my bed and fell to the ground and cried my heart out I cried till my eyes hurt to the extent where my eyes couldn't cry anymore I laid in bed holding myself saying it's not him, it's not him its someone with the same scar it's not him. he came home at 12:30 I sat on my bed deleting all the pictures of us. "who were you with last night!" I said yelling at him " At a friend's party with some friends why?" he said not knowing that I knew where he was. "why are you lying to me!" I said "I am not," He said trying to grab my hands. I showed him the video of him and another girl having sex. " SO YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT THIS ISN'T YOU," I said shoving the phone at him. He grabbed it and saw the video his face turned white I covered my face with my hands. He dropped my phone and came to me he tried hugging me but I kept pushing him away telling him " Why after all this time JUST for ONE FUCKING night! with a girl, you barely knew for a few seconds. WHY?" I said standing up facing the wall compelling myself not to look at him. 1 year and 5 months went to the trash that early morning I stayed in my room crying telling myself " what happened to us?"