"Why is it so hard to be loved", she thinks. She´s having such thoughts more often lately. Is she herself the problem? Is something wrong about her? Is there something about her that cannot be loved? "It must be", she thinks. She´s never experienced this certain type of love before... her parents love her, of course - but does somebody else love her in a more different way? In an extremely intense and pure way?

Is it true about what they say that loving yourself first is the key to be loved by others? Is there something true about that? Because even on her best days - on days she loves herself more than ever, even then, she thinks it is impossible to love her. What is wrong about her? Is she trying not hard enough? Does she have to try so hard? What´s the problem? She´s such a lovely girl, they say. Such a beautiful smile she has, such a funny character... The type of girl everyone wants to have, they say. But obviously they are wrong. She´s not that girl everyone wants to have in his life.

She´s now nearly reached a point in her life where she considers herself as being impossible to love. How frustrating must it be for such a lovely girl, for a girl "everyone wants"...