Hello lovelies, I hope everyone is doing good, and healthy, washing your hands and staying safe. Now I know this summer wasn't as expected ( if I'm not the only one ) but it's very important to think about your safety and the safety of those around you.
To get down to the chase, I've been really upset, very very sad and unmotivated, and I don't know why, I don't feel as energetic, I don't feel as happy ( not a bit in the slightest ) and to be very honest, I've been crying so much. I couldn't sleep either. I do not like talking about my feelings with my relatives because I know they won't understand. And the thought of taking therapy or concealing honestly cringes me, I hate therapy ! Out of Personal experience. And I know some of you feel the same way. And I want to let you lovelies know that if you need to talk to someone, I will be here, I will be your ear, you can vent to me, my messages are always open. If you want to get closer, check out my social medias...

IG; @Janeot7
Snapchat; ask me first!

I have tried to stay away from social media, and it has helped, but the sadness I've been feeling doesn't just go away. Could it be depression? Probably...
I do not go out as much anymore, I no longer interact with my high school friends because I decided to cut them out my life ( I used to hang out with them ALOT but they were extremely toxic, meaning I let my loneliness get the best of me. ) I cannot work because I'm extremely scared of getting COVID, so I tried to work online.

Now if anyone feels the way I feel, please message me, if you need anyone to talk to I'm always here, even if we don't know each other, it's good to at least let things out your chest. <3

This is all I wanted to let out my chest. Now to switch up the mood I want to show you my favorite images. :)

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I love this golden sunset aesthetic, taking pictures like this makes my skin look bomb.
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I love the hair colors and the textures. I wish I can dye my hair blonde, maybe ombre.
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I'm really glad the BLM is still going on, and not turned into just some trend on social media, this movement will make such a huge impact on society. To teach those who are uneducated understand that Black Lives are important, that they also are humans with emotions.

Ok bye, love you.