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august by saintt b

i always get sad around august
it's the month of my birthday
this time of year my heart just wants to burst
in this world it doesn't wish to stay
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it starts slow - first that painful hate
that painful hate towards myself
and my being of state
the numbness usually starts around the twelfth
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then everything goes to hell
i do nothing, i like nothing, i am nothing
but on the 28th, like a shrieking bell,
i am shaken to life by my day of aging
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every year, on my day of aging, my stay in existence becomes longer
but my desire to evaporate becomes stronger
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i hope you all enjoyed !