THIS IS ONLY DIRECTED TO THE BOY I KIND OF LIKE (I am just pouring out what I feel)

I don't know where to start.
how about you probably having a high body count or being too cocky but then again that doesn't stop me or you from texting or snapping each other. Ive been having dreams of you recently.. weird huh? sorry I couldn't go to your place because of my strict ass parents. Plus we haven't even known each other that long and somehow you're always in my head. I was shocked when you asked me to come over. You see I've always been in a cycle where I like a guy and he doesn't like me back so I guess you can see my point. But were just getting to know each other right? Look. if we ever decide to get together its just going to be a mess. my parents, different schools, your family, my overthinking and well you being passed around by girls. idk if im comfortable with someone like that. I have mixed feelings about you. I know its either too soon or maybe it's just me for me to think like that but its confusing. I don't know if I can continue one more cycle like this. its always ended badly for me. im sorry but I might have no choice to let you go..sorry I couldn't tell you this but sadly to the world.