i thought i moved on completely
but it's 2 am and you're on my mind
my sad playlist is on
and tears are running down my face

my heart warms
and i can't wait to see you on friday
it will break if you won't be there
please, i just want to look you in the eyes

i'll put my make up on
and use your fave perfume
i'll wear my shortest skirt
and be just like you liked me to

i don't know what's wrong with me
i'm in the same shit again
looking through our old pics
i miss your smile saying 'i love you'


[27 June '20]