people look at her and see the happiest and most honest person they know. little do they know she's the biggest liar to herself.

they look at her bright smile and think it's all she is. little do they know she's living in a dark cloud all by herself.

they see her laughing everyday, thinking life must be easy for her. little do they know she cries everyday for hours.

they look at her and envy her for being so pretty. little do they know that she looks at herself with disgust and selfdoubt.

they look at her and see the perfect life she is living. little do they know that all she wants is to fall asleep and never wake up again..

it's not that they are wrong. at least that's what she is showing the world. at least this used to be her once. at least it used to be the truth.
she was so strong that everyone used to look up to her but things has been changing lately. she lost all her energy, all her passion, all her hapiness and all her reasons to keep on living.

she can't let the world know, can't let them know she's broken.
it would hurt so many people, she thinks.
she would dissapoint those who looked up to her for so long, who kept on fighting because of her for so long, who thought nothing could ever bring her down for so long.. she thinks.
she can't let that happen. So she cries in silence, screams in silence, is getting consumed in silence, suffers in silence. Oh little do they know.

little do they know she suffers from depression...