It’s been 6-7 months since you said “I love you” for the last time, but I wasn’t able to tell that I wouldn’t ever see those words again next to your beautiful name. I’ve had that bittersweet feeling (I think only girls have when something is not really going well; omen) I had it for some days because you stoped caring about me as much as you did before. For some days I’ve been feeling down and trying to talk to you as much as I could, but you will only reply me within some hours. I was dumb to blame your school and that you were so busy with work, since you were a senior at the time, but the reality is always much more cruel. 14/01/2020 The last time you said “I love you”. 14/01/2020 You went to a conference, since you were going to be busy I didn’t want to bother you so I just wished you a safe trip, then I saw something that reminded me of you and decided to send it to you. Your response was in 2 words and an emoji. After 5 hours finally you sent me a picture and told me that now you were heading to bed, I was about to tell you good night, as usual, when suddenly you sent me another picture, this time of your abs. Apparently it was meant to be for a school mate. At the time I just laughed at it, but now I’m realizing that maybe it was just the tip of the iceberg. I told you that I loved you so much and you replied “I love you too”. And that’s on the last “I love you”, I hope you truly meant it.

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-hearbroken Eva