My heart hurts.
I can’t stand it any longer.
You’ve been gone for a long time now and still I can’t forget you.
But I have decided even - if I hesitate - I know that it’s right.
I’m just waiting for someone to confirm that, but nobody does it for me.
I’m waiting for one last sign from you, but there will never be one more.
I’m waiting of any sign from the sky, the water or the night.
But deep in me I know it already and it hurts so much.
But much worse is the thought of not doing it.
And so I go ahead.
In small steps I move forwards.
Out of your hands into freedom.
In a world without you.
In a world where I can breathe without this heavy feeling.
A world where I can sleep again.
I’m leaving.

This article was written by @timasiarose on the We Heart It Gazette Team