Uh, it's been a minute. Lemme update you on my life.

Disclaimer: I am safe. I am in a different place than I was at this time. I am loved...

Idk how long it's been since I did this. I wanted to make it a regular thing, but realized living life and reporting it every bit, was stressful. However, in the course of this, I will still be making these articles.

I've been at a standstill in my life. I've officially cut myself off from immediate messaging socials and most of my so-called "friends and acquaintances". I'm only in contact with a close friend (more like a sister) during this time.

I want to remind all of you how important mental health in times like these, has been a reoccurring theme for many. With mental illness being mostly recognized in the past few years, the know numbers of people who are already suffering from mental disorders and will suffer from them due to this pandemic are concerning. There's not a doubt in my mind others might have the same concerns and questions about what exactly to do when it gets bad.

During this quarantine, I had come off my meds by force. I got tired of feeling sick all the time so I stopped. My mental health is at an all-time high being stuck, impatient and feeling like I'm spiraling. The feeling has left me that there is no option left but to die.

In pain and anguish, I struggle to accept that everything has its time. But I've been sick since I was born. When does this time end?