Hey Hearters! This Brain Matter article is about phases. We all go through them, or at least we all want to. But sometimes, some of us feel stuck. So, let's get into it.

๐™„'๐™ซ๐™š ๐˜พ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™™...

Yet, I'm exactly the same. I've grown up and my personality changed. I got stuck somewhere and I've remained in that place for years. No matter how much I try to change, I find myself back in the same place every time. The thing is, phases can be negative. You can go from a positive phase to a negative phase very quickly, and that's what happened to me.

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๐™‰๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™„'๐™ข ๐™Ž๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™˜๐™ 

So now I'm here. Constantly trying to change. What do you do when everything you've tried fails. You give up don't you? Because I have. I'm done trying. There's no greater pain that watching your effort blow up in your face, while everyone around you succeeds.

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๐™‰๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™๐™ค ๐˜ฟ๐™ค, ๐™‰๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™š ๐™๐™ค ๐™‚๐™ค

I've given up and I'm done. I've reached my breaking point. I've realized that not everyone is meant to have a fulfilling life, and I'm okay with it. I'm tired of trying and I'm tired of being a prisoner to my thoughts. If I knew how to forget every hope wish and dream that I ever ad, I would. So, for now, I'm giving up.

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๐™๐™๐™–๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™™๐™–๐™ฎ. ๐™ˆ๐™ฎ ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ: