❝i want a love like, me thinking of you
thinking of me thinking of you
type love or

me telling my friends
more than i've
ever admitted to myself
about how i
feel about you
type love or

hating how jealous you are but
loving how much you want me
all to yourself
type love or

seeing how your first name just
sounds so good next to my last name.
shit i wanted to see how
i wanted to see how far i could get without calling you and i barely made it out of my garage.

see i want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep then wonder if she's dreaming about us being in love
type love or

who loves the other more or what she's doing at this exact moment or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts
closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when she's not there and shit i love knowing where this love is headed
type love

and check this
i want to place those little post-it notes all around the house so he never forgets how much i love her
type love

and not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about about her
type love

and hope i make her feel as good as she makes me feel and i want to deal with my friends making fun of me the way when they went through the same kind of love
type love

only difference is
this is one of those real love
type loves

and just like high school
i want to spend hours on the phone not saying shit-- and then fall asleep and then wake up with her right next to me and smell her all up in my covers
type love

and i want to try counting the ways i love her, then lose count in the middle just so that i have to start all over again and i want to celebrate one of those one month anniversaries even though they ain't really anniversaries but doin' it just cause it makes her happy
type love

and check this, i want to fall in love with the melody the phone plays when her number is dialed into it
type love

and talk to you until i lose my breath. she leaves me breathless, but with the expanding of my lungs, i inhale all of her back into me. i want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer because in all honesty, i want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill
type loves

and i want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are, i mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love you as long i'd like to
type love

and i want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-sttuter just thinking about how strong this love is
type love

and i want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair. well, maybe not all of the hair, maybe like i cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her

and check this
i kinda feel comfortable now, so i even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so i could lose my memory and get transported to a third world country just to get treated then somehow meet up again with you so i can fall in love with you in a different language and see if it still feels the same type love

i want a love that's as unexplainable as she is,
but i'm married, so she's going to be the one that i share this love with.❞

- shihan, type love

- ✧ this video was rlly cute. a friend showed it to me and i thought that i'd put it up for everyone to see! creds to him for showing me a masterpiece ✧ -

  • i'll be putting another poem up after this is posted, so stay tuned for that~!

hearts for everyone! ♡♡♡

h ✧