There's a lot happening these days that gets on my nerves. Family problems that I can't face cuz I'm too coward to talk about it. I'm having all these negative energies thought I'm making all the things that rest my soul: listening to music, taking a hot shower, meditate, journal, and getting some sunlight. Idk why I have all this weigh on my chest and I just can't talk about it to anyone nor cry about it. I just want things to get back to normal.

And there's my graduation thing going on not knowing what I do after graduation freaks me out somehow. I have a lot of problems going on rn and it feels like the end of the world. I don't know why I'm bottling up that much! i don't know how to open up and talk to someone about it, people keep telling me "everything is gonna be alright" but is it?

i don't know how to open up to people so I decided to open up here and write about it maybe it will relieve me a bit and actually it did.

so, to whoever is having a problem in opening up you can just talk to yourself out loud or journal it or you can rearrange your thoughts inside your head and just know it's not the end of the world and there's always a moral of the story.