Just be. Breathe in this moment. Let your mind rest. Finding yourself feels like a struggle, a war against yourself. You can't connect to your soul if you try to hunt it down like prey. Just be. You don't have to search, let your soul find you. It will.
Your mind feels like a tangle of thoughts, feelings and dreams. It feels as if you will never unravel it all. That's the thing, you don't need to.
If you are open and willing, your soul will open up to YOU. You can't rush this process no matter how hard you want it. Don't lose hope. You will discover yourself.
You will get the clarity. The vision. Your patience WILL reward you. This time of observing will give you so many wonderful things. It will give you strength. I know because I've been there. If it can happen to me it can happen to you.
So relax, enjoy the view. Trust the timing and the process. You will find your purpose and you will flourish. I believe in you <3