๐™‰๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™š: ๐™ƒ๐™š๐™ฎ ๐™๐™š๐™–๐™ง๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ! ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™จ ๐™–๐™ง๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™˜๐™ก๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™š๐™ญ๐™ฅ๐™ง๐™š๐™จ๐™จ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ค๐™ฅ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™ก๐™ฎ. ๐™„๐™ฉ'๐™จ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™ข๐™š๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ค๐™›๐™›๐™š๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™š!

๐™Ž๐™ค, ๐™ฌ๐™š ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก ๐™๐™–๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™—๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™š๐™›๐™จ

Whether it be christianity, witchcraft, tarot cards , or whatever, we all have religious and spiritual beliefs. These beliefs may stem from what we were taught as a child or the norms of our communities and such. religion and spirituality are such important aspects of so many peoples' lives. most people shape their daily lives around such aspects. I personally have a christian family and was raised on the idea of God and Christianity. It's what I was raised on.

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๐™๐™๐™š๐™จ๐™š ๐™—๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™š๐™›๐™จ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ก๐™จ๐™ค ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™ก๐™ช๐™™๐™š ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ก ๐™–๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™˜๐™ฉ๐™จ

Although we are often born into these religious and spiritual practices, some of us also have the courage to question and change our religious beliefs. There may be certain aspects of a particular religion or spiritual ritual or such, that we don't necessarily agree with. But the majority of us believe what we believe simply because it's what we are taught or surrounded by.

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๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ'๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ

This is where this post gets a bit personal. I look at everything going on in the world. There are so many people suffering, crying, losing hope. And many of these people pray. Yet, nothing changes. I grew up on prayer, I grew up praying. I also are up wanting the most basic of necessities. Rather than making progress, my life slid off the edge tremendously and completely spiraled in the opposite direction. It was then that I stopped praying. People around me have prayed, and still do. For years, for things to get better, for me to get better, and nothing ever changes. They say, "God never gives us more than we can handle", then why do people go off the edge and end their lives? They tell you, "God gives us all a time to go", yet, "If you commit suicide, you're going to hell". If that person died from suicide, doesn't that mean it was "their time"? I realized that it all contradicts itself. Everything. I simply can't believe that one person controls everything, that person has "no fault to him", and yet such bad and horrible things happen, with no positive change. Things don't all add up. I later on started watching tarot videos for fun. A couple of times, there have been lucky coincidences, where the readings/videos have been accurate. Over time though, I also realized that, none of it was actually happening, and never happened like readers said they would. I also determined that a bunch of cards cannot have any power. With too much to question, life in terms of religion, feels like a lie. people need hope and something to believe them. So they think of the most perfect soul or being to represent what doesn't exist here on earth, in real life. I'n not saying I don't believe, I'm saying none of it adds up.

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๐™๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง๐™š'๐™จ ๐™ก๐™ž๐™›๐™š ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š "๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ๐™š"

Now, I give good things to the world. I'm a good person. I treat others with respect. And when I say that my life hasn't been the easiest, I mean it. Now I am aware that we all have difficult moments and such, but at one pint, I think something should give. I have had moments where there have been small breakthroughs and I'm grateful for that. Isn't it said that the universe gives us back what we give to it? Why is it that all pf the best people go through the worst struggles? Is that supposed to make them stronger? Because that would make no sense to those of us that fall off the deep end. None of it, once again, makes sense. there's also the obvious fact that we can'y think positive thoughts 24/7. If the universe is always on our side, why do those of us flooded with negative thoughts on a daily basis (due to depression and other issues), never get help from "the universe"?

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๐™ƒ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™™๐™ค ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™—๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™š๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ?

TBH, I just live. All my choices are mine and I make them I'm not defined by any mantras, texts or beliefs, and honestly I like it that way. Whatever is, is and whatever isn't, just isn't. I continue to question, and probably always will, and I think that adds to my personality, so I'm ok with it. Wonder and mystery are healthy for the soul. Now there was a point where this stuff terrified, me but not anymore, why bother?

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๐™ƒ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™™๐™ค ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™—๐™š๐™ก๐™ž๐™š๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ž๐™ฃ?: