hi, guyssss :D welcome to/back to alterWorld! I'm so sorry for not posting an article the last few days :( I accidentally spilled orange juice on my keyboard and it stopped working, hehe ๐Ÿ˜… . Thankfully though, my dad was able to get someone to fix it and I am now able to write again!

now, today's article is kind of a storytime because something interesting and sort of wild happened to me three days ago and I just felt like I would share it with you guys because we're besties ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

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and now we proceed ๐Ÿ˜Œ

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My sisters and I (minus the one that moved out) were up until 5 in the morning. We were relishing the memories of our childhood, except my younger sister, she didn't really know what my older sister and I were talking about.

We remembered the novelas we used to watch and searched them up to see how the characters used to look like. Eventually we found two that we loved, "Fuego En La Sangre" and "Lola: Erase Una Vez".

So we stayed up watching an episode of each. It was awesome and one of the best nights of my life.

However, we had to go to bed because not only were we tired, but because we had to get up later that morning to go get breakfast.

And so our nostalgic night ended.

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At around 11 a.m all three siblings (minus my little sister) woke up and left to get breakfast. We decided on a place that was specifically for breakfast. Once we arrived, we put on our masks and went in.

I can't remember if we had already ordered and were just waiting or if we were waiting for someone who was able to attend us. What I do remember though, is that I eventually laid eyes on a boy.

He was a cute boy and he worked there.

I remember him looking at me briefly which I appreciated, even though it was for a brief second.

However, I knew better than to keep looking at him. I wanted to avoid another 'he's cute-what if we talk-and end up together-but then I never see him again' crush which had happened many times before. I willed myself to focus on the conversation my brother and I were having.

Obsessing over finding love is a really bad habit of mine so I decided to stop it.

Although I admit to wanting to keep admiring him, with so many people starting to come in, we decided to wait in the car. Better safe than sorry.

After a few minutes, we decided to go back in to see if our food was ready. It was. This was as fortunate as it was unfortunate. It was good because we didn't have to wait any longer, yet unfavorable because that meant I couldn't stay and look at him a little longer. Not to sound creepy or anything. I only look briefly, not ogle.

We went up to the counter thingy and I was a little taken aback when I saw that the boy was the one that was going to give us our food.

Because we had been attended by another employee and waited outside, my sister had to tell the female employee that was also at the counter that we had already paid.

In that short moment, I decided I would take one last look at him. To my surprise, he looked at me too.

He was actually looking at me. A funny feeling formed in my stomach, but I looked away because I'm shyyy ๐Ÿ™ˆ and we had to leave anyway.

However, I wanted to make an attempt at looking at him once more or for him to notice me again. Seeing that my older sister was slightly behind me, I realized that it was the perfect opportunity to make my attempt because I would be able to turn around.

So I turned to her and joked around to not raise suspicion. At that moment I took my chance and kind of side-eyed/looked from the corner of my eye towards where the boy was.

Butterflies fluttered in my stomach.

He had looked up at me again.

Even though that was great and all, I sort of smiled in disappointment on the inside. I knew we wouldn't see each other again. It sucked even harder than when moments similar to these happened with other boys.

I had come across other cute boys and I always thought "Oh well" but with him it was different I guess?

Also, I always fantasized about said boys and not the purest fantasies either (smh ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™€๏ธ) but I couldn't bring myself to do it with him. I felt weird because I don't know, there was something different about him. Something pure and honest?

I thought about him on the way home and fantasized about meeting him again in the same restaurant that I used to frequent with my whole family before the whole virus thing.

I also wished there wasn't a need to wear masks so he would've seen my face in full instead of just my eyes that wore glasses over them.

The same goes for me. I wish I could've seen his whole face. At the same time though, I was grateful because coming across such a beautiful human being made me question if my own looks were even close to his level of attractiveness.

Well, we got home and we ate. After finishing my meal I went to my room and decided to watch something on YouTube.

You know how YouTube recommends random ass videos to you sometimes? Well it had been recommending this tarot card reading video for a few days. It was supposed to tell you what your soulmate is gonna look like.

I had nothing else to watch and it kept popping up so I just watched it, not thinking much of it.

The lady had you pick from a few piles and I chose pile 3. As the woman from the video described my supposed soulmate, my jaw dropped lower and lower, my heart beat faster, and my eyes got wider.

Tall, attractive, dirty blonde hair or dyed dirty blonde, curly hair.

I honestly couldn't believe what I was hearing. As she described him, I matched it with the boy from the restaurant.

He was very tall, had curly hair with dirty blonde highlights.

At that moment I thought, bro, could it actually be that the boy that I decided to pay the least attention to be my potential soulmate or like a future boyfriend? LMAO, what in the world??

The lady also said that it was gonna be a long-term relationship involving a lot of growth.

I was like, let me watch another reading about soulmates to see if they say something similar.

So I did and guess what guys? It said the same thing. That it was gonna be long-term with a lot of growth.

Wow ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘„๐Ÿ‘

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I really do hope the reading is true. I hope we are able to meet again because sheesh. Maybe I'm just making up things but I swear guys, I've looked at other boys and I can a little flirt sometimes with no shame but with boys I can tell aren't shit, you know what I mean? Like I just get a vibe.

But with this man, I made eye contact with him briefly and it was like w h o a. He sounded like such a kind person too. * sigh * ๐Ÿ˜”

The End :)

that's it, you guys. I hope you guys read through it and found it at least a little bit interesting lol. If anyone has any advice, please message me because a girl needs some guidance ๐Ÿ˜ฅ.

thanks for reading!