to my person,

When I think about you I still feel the hurt that you brought me. But I am no longer crippled by the pain of your loss. I used to pretend you died because it was easier than believing the truth and reality of you leaving. Now, I’ve accepted it. I’ve learned to live without you. I’ve learned a lot. And I thank you. I say this, from the bottom of my heart. I hope you’re happy. I hope you have found comfort and love. I hope you’ve found someone who loves you as much as I did and better than I did. I loved you as much and as well as I could have. I truly and honestly loved you from the bottom of my heart and I loved you with everything I had. Please never settle for less than you deserve. You deserve the world and deserve someone who would give it to you. I hope you not only follow but chase your dreams. Your courage, passion and dedication are what make you strong so do what makes you happy. Whether that’s working on cars and having your own business or becoming a pro snow boarder or being a car racer. Whatever fuels your passion chase it. Don’t ever feel like you aren’t enough. Because you’re more than enough and anyone who tells you different is another reason to prove that you are. Including yourself. Never let anyone tell you that you aren’t. Never plan your life around someone. I truly believe you can be successful and happy. If someone truly cares about you and loves you they will be willing to compromise and make the both of you happy. Be careful what you sacrifice for someone. Bc if they’re the right one then you won’t have to sacrifice anything and they will support you, as you do them. Stick around for the people that matter to you. And fight like hell for the ones you love. Even when they push you away. You are one of the best people I know and anyone who doesn’t see your worth is wrong. You may not think you’re good enough for love, or happiness but you are. You deserve all good that is to come. People make mistakes but our mistakes aren’t what define us. Your mistakes don’t define you. Learn from it and let it make you an even better person that you already are. I still miss and think about you all the time. I’m just done chasing you. You will always be in my heart.

always and forever