I'm a fucking mess. I always find a way to fuck things up, even a good relationship. I'm too much and you can't handle that. I can't even handle myself so I don't know why I expect people to stay for me. I get it if you leave or never talk to me again, don't worry I'm not expecting that too. This time, it's me who messed up. I wish I can take it back and be the person that deserves you. I want to be the person who deserves you but.. I'm not. I wish I could go back and erase what I did and said. I'm a ticking bomb that could explode anytime. In the first place, I'm not whole and you don't want to be with the person who's broken. Sorry but I don't think I'm going to heal anytime soon. I have so much to work on, fix myself and maybe someday I could be the person that's right for you. I'm sorry I fucked up.