[ day 23 // June 23, 2020]

"write a page of a diary"

this is for an average day as of now!

my full work schedule came out, and now i have so many tasks to do. i'm not gonna lie, i feel sometimes lost and overwhelmed and confused by the tasks that i have to do because everything is online, but im glad i have something productive to do over the summer!

study and university image study, school, and university image

i really don't want to burn out like i did second semester, especially when im just at my home with almost no line between personal and work lfe. so i actually started meditating for 10 minutes via youtube! i can't say that it changed me into a different person throughout the day, but at the moment i was sitting there, letting go, i felt so peaceful and so aware of my breath, and i hope to be more comfortable with meditating!

beach, girl, and summer image yoga and beauty image

my friend is going through a rough patch right now with her bf. we both know her relationship is really toxic right now, so i am worried that her energy isn't protected. but i trust her process and i can take a lot of things away from her relationship and make sure not to be like that in my current relationship, which im very happy in!

couple, kiss, and romantic image moon, boy, and couple image

how im feeling? many things of course, and at different times of the day! when im doing work, i feel slightly lost but productive. i am anticipating for summer to be over so that i can see my friends and be a student again and go back to having classes. im feeling grateful about my relationship but also a little scared when i think about if it will end. and restless, listless from being at home all the goddamn time rn.

thanks for tuning in, diary. signing off!