I messed up a little today and ate cheese for a snack. I know I shouldn't have, and I know that I wasted calories on it. I started out the day good and didn't eat until after 10:30 like I said I would. I had a bowl from chipotle (where I work) with half a scoop of white rice, half a scoop of chicken, tomatoes, corn and extra lettuce. So, I was feeling really good. Then when I got home, my sister mentioned that she was getting a snack and asked if I wanted anything. I told her cheese without even thinking about it and ended up eating it before I'd realized what I'd done. I didn't want to purge because I knew that I hadn't eating since 11 so the only thing in my stomach would have been the cheese and the purge would have been incredibly painful. I pulled myself together, though, and I made dinner for the whole family. I had a half serving of spaghetti with asparagus, onions, garlic, mushrooms, and roasted tomato pesto. It was pretty good, but I definitely could have done without the fat from the pesto. I had to eat it though because I don't want my parents to realize that I've been restricting again.