I ended everything between us, yet I am still in the midst of questioning my decision. I don't deserved his love. His love is pure while mine is not. He gave his all while I don't even know what I have. He loved me in ways that I can't and I just can't stand it anymore. He doesn't deserve to be with someone like me. I don't even know what I want anymore. I am not worthy of his love. I am not the best for him. I am not for him.

He helped me love myself again and I hate myself for not being able to love him the way he loves me. I might not be able to tell you all of this, but I really wish for your genuine happiness. I wish you'll find the person who will never get tired of you. The person who will bring out the best in you. The person who can lend you all ears and will always be there for you. The person who will love you in ways that I can't. The person who will love you in ways that you deserved.

I am thankful for the little time that we spent together. I am sorry for giving up on us. I am sorry for not being the person you deserved. I am sorry for not trying to be the person you deserved. You hold a special place in my heart for you showed me another version of love, the love that is selfless and pure. I will always remember you for that, my love.