hello beautiful people!
it's Friday! and I came back with a new article, about one of my life-battles(I always write about feelings and experiences).

OOH, I would like to let you know that the following articles will be inspired by the Christian music that healed me.

I think we all know what depression is... unfortunately many of us face it every day.
I fought with it for years without knowing what I had. It was killing me slowly and I didn't even know it existed.

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but this fall things got worse. I started not sleeping at night, crying, feeling very alone. I began to see myself as the ugliest being in the world, believing that I had no value. I was thinking dearly and waiting for the day of my death. I knew it wouldn't matter. I had the family next to me, they still took me out of these conditions. But they did not know what they were going through when the sun went down.

and my friends ... they weren't there. Each of them had their problems and would not be interested in my struggles. Each was on his own. I felt they didn't care. They wouldn't have understood me. Although maybe they passed by here too ... I wanted attention and at the same time I rejected them all.

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I started struggling with depression and trying to fix it in the ways I thought it would work. I started going out with my friends and doing everything to get their attention. I've been looking for pleasure in things I don't want to talk to anyone about it yet. I tried almost everything.
but every day I drifted away from what I found in Jesus.

I was beginning to destroy my relationship with Him. I was moving away from the only Salvation.
In February I tried to spend 5 minutes every day in prayer with God. God was the last option I hadn't tried.
And in the last weekend of February I took a break from social media and everything that connects me with the sources where the depression started. And that evening from Saturday to Sunday, around 3 am, the miracle happened. I had finished reading a book by a Christian author and I was so tired . When I got on my knees, I heard a voice say to me:

IT'S OK, MY DAUGHTER. EVERYTHING WILL BE OK. I'M HERE. YOU CALLED ME AND THIS NIGHT I ANSWER YOU, I RELEASE YOU FROM EVERYTHING THAT BINDS YOU. I'M WITH YOU. I WILL RESTORE YOU. A NEW LIFE BEGINS WITH ME. ONLY I GIVE YOU VICTORY AND POWER IN LIFE. I KNOW YOUR BATTLES.
GIVE ME A CHANCE AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO WITH YOU. I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN. I LOVE YOU, MY DAUGHTER.

I started to cry and I couldn't stop for two hours. I felt God's hand over me cleansing me from sin and untying the chains.
I started to cry and I couldn't stop. I felt God's hand over me cleansing me from sin and untying the chains. From a cloudy night Jesus made a night of rebirth, victory and deliverance.

I understood that God is true fullness. He is the salvation and meaning of life. HE makes me beautiful.

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hearties, I hope my article was helpful. I pray for you, dear ones. God be with you!

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(Evelation Worship helps me a lot in my battles)