this heavy feeling I don't deserve to feel this I've done everything to be with you forgetting rules and my own values sometimes

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cried my heart out on dark nights screamed I'd leave and free myself
everything is aching

aesthetic, love, and beautiful image
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you left dreams uncompleted
broken promises
emptiness is all i feel

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every little detail remind me of you of our relation of myself back then
I don't know what made you special to me that time but all I remember is torturing me and I don't know when I'll free myself from it all

I promised myself long ago to never close my heart and follow my feelings and always lived that way but I'm becoming another person I will no longer love or hate or feel i'll live and think and laugh and suffocate and cry and scream and live.

-The child of a song