maybe I should just stop expecting people to be supportive, people always have an opinion, even if u didn't ask them one, even if its someone that you hold close to your heart, they always have opinions, and you know what? I'm a little tired of their opinions and judgemental/pity looks. it's all my fault though because I'm the one who gives them permission by giving them access to my life and my thoughts, maybe I should just stop opening up so much, I mean, it's been years since I've been that way and clearly nothing good has come out of it.

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I guess when it comes to people, you'll get more shittiness than goodness and there's no point in expecting them to act different. maybe Its like that... 'if you want different results, stop doing the same things'. I hate people and their black and whites, their one-way-of-doing-things-in-life shit. I'm so fucking done, I want quietness and peace, I wanna be able to do whatever the fuck I want, there's not only one way to success and success also varies depending on who you're talking to. I guess I'm just tired of all the bullshit I have to listen to from everyone. I mean everyone. older people, parents, teachers, friends, "friends who think they know it all", boyfriend, strangers, all of them. I wanna be left with my ideas for once and just be, until I feel ready to reconnect with people

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