- wake up ( start questioning the point of my existence, sees no point goes back to sleep till 12 pm )
- wake up again ( oh fuck it's already 12 pm wtf )
- opens phone to see if there is any message from anyone , but then remember none care so I just end up watching anime )
- try to eat something ( that ends up being me eating a toast and a cup of black coffee that I don't even like but drink anyway )
- go back to bed and cry a lil bit
- watch more anime

That's pretty much it . Sounds toxic asf now That I look at it .... will delete it soon anyway