misplaced is how i've been feeling.
something isn't right in my life.
i want to leave this stupid small town.
i want to live somewhere aesthetic like those pictures they show.
i'm completely incomplete.
i honestly just can't seem to care.
it's all sadness, i feel dumbly numb.

am i pathetic?

no.
i don't even want to eat.
i don't want to sleep.

whatever, gotta keep it all buried up like everything else