My mind is playing two sides on me
Am I pretty?
Am I enough to be what you want me to be?
Sometimes I don't know if you just want me to be a sex freak
or do you need me because you hate being alone?
I hate how you make my mind play two sides
Do you just need someone to help build your empire?
or do you just need me around to take your stress away?
I want to be perfect enough.
But I often find myself feeling like I ain't the one.
I can't give you everything than I will leave myself with nothing
Especially when I hate myself sometimes
I keep thinking your bored with me
I know I can give you sextasy
I know I need to help you build everything
Sometimes life just happens to me
and my mind plays two sides on me