i shouldn't be loving you, but I do.
i never thought my heart could be trapped in someone's hands for so long.
my eyes haven't seen yours for years, but i still get chills when i think about your sweet dark colored pupils that would stare at me from times to times.
i would do anything to feel the butterflies flying in my belly as the world fades around us for short seconds.
to see your smile again, i'd do anything, even if it meant sacrifycing mine.
i wish i could revive all those beautiful seconds that kept me awake at night, wondering if i had a chance.
if only my dreams could become the reality that i hoped for
and if only the string that linked our pinkies in the past could be tied again.
so that i could finally hold your hand.


it's the first time i write a "poem" in english omg is it lame